Friday, July 15, 2011

Alice's Dream


"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"

- in "Alice in Wonderland"

The Long Waited Prince

Since a child, i always believed, that you would come to me. As i grew older, your image transformed into something more realistic: You wouldn't come on a top of a steamy white horse, wearing an armour, or in fine clothes; your hair wouldn't be as bright as gold, and your eyes not as green as the grass at summer, or blue as the immensity of the ocean. My vision got older as i got older. I mistook you for the first time. Soon i end up realizing it wasn't you, even though i gave so much of myself to someone my heart was whispering: "It's not him!" I waited again. You came for the second time. Again not you. My heart was already whipping this time. That person not you, stole a lot of myself and in the end i was already giving up on the real you. I closed my heart for the third time. He was nice as a gentleman should be, but his eyes didn't shine the way i picture your eyes would. My heart didn't accept his love, even though he could be a prince to someone else's world. Not in my world. So i gave up the idea that you would even exist. The face i gave you when i was a little girl was already fading away. 

I wasn't a little girl any more, and the world i was living in didn't have space for Princes like as yourself. I wasn't looking for you any-more, or waiting. I gave myself to the adventurous of the world, and met a lot of 'wannabe princes', but still my heart was closed and you didn't exist in my eyes any-more. Than one not so special day, you finally entered in my life. You were nice and sweet, and my heart recognized your prince's heart immediately. I started to smile a lot and having thoughts of you that filled me instantly. The long wait to see you again were filled with this thoughts and i was already older enough to accept your imperfection in your perfection been. That's when i realized that if you had come sooner, i would had fail to see you. The life i had up till know, was just preparing your arrival and this time, i will make sure not to loose your sight again!

- Me

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Good Sleep

A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor's book.

 -Irish Proverb

XIX Century Fox Love


Não tem idade


Esta saudade não tem idade
Esta verdade não tem idade
Esta alma não tem idade
Este amor não tem idade
Não tem.

Severa Fantasia

 

Virgem de dedos de veludo
Deserdada do seu reino de corais
A Banida,
a exilada...!
Ela chora: 
"Só queria viver num mundo sem paredes!
No mundo ao qual pertenço!
No meu mundo, onde não tenho que, suavemente...
...e tortuosamente de morrer."
 Ninguém a vê...
A pedinte de sonhos...?
A senhora da ilusão...?
É isso que ela é...
A severa fantasia,
a violenta alegria.

- Me

Sunday, July 10, 2011

The Mists of Avalon


"There is no such thing as a true tale. Truth has many faces and the truth is like to the old road to Avalon; it depends on your own will, and your own thoughts, whither the road will take you."

- Marion Zimmer Bradley in The Mists of Avalon
'For all the Gods are one god,' she said to me then, as she had said many times before, and as I have said to my own novices many times, and as every priestess who comes after me will say again, 'and all the Goddesses are one Goddess, and their is only one Initiator. And to every man his own truth, and the God within.' 

But this is my truth, I who am Morgaine tell you these things, 
Morgaine who was in later days called Morgan le Fay."

- Marion Zimmer Bradley in The Mists of Avalon