Be consistent with what you say and what you do

People should be more loyal to themselves. To what they actually believe. To their ideals. Half of the people  lecture others with their false beliefs and their judgements, just to make themselves look smart or be at a high intellectual level, but deep inside it's all lies and it's all fake. Their lives are a hoax, and it makes me wander if they actually can sleep at night. Looking down to others. Saying miserable things, when they actually have no moral to judge whatever it is. People should just try to be a little more happy, instead of stealing the essence of others, when they cant find their own. Be consistent with what you say and what you do. We're suppose to move forward... not backwards.

Time was my playground

When i was a kid, on my way to school, i always pictured myself walking through a deep forest. The buildings weren't actually buildings... They were high oak trees, where the wind whistled through their complex branches, almost like calling my name in a very unique sound. 

It took me like 15 to 20 minutes to get into school, but for me, the time would actually stop. I wasn't there. A body perhaps, knowing it's way like in an automatic control... but the "ME" wasn't there. It was in that forest. 

I liked to play alone. It wouldn't bother me. I wasn't a lonely child, i just appreciated the solitude of the day. Actually i was always in company of imaginary friends. Yes... i had a bunch of those. They would grab my hand and lead me to that deep forest. I wasn't afraid. I was at home. We would talk and talk, and it seamed to me we talked for hours. In reality it only took that 15/20 minutes... but time for me didn't had the same dimension that it has now in my day-life... time wasn't real. I wasn't slave of it. I would play with Time like it was a playground. 

- Me

If i had half of the nature of an animal

"If i had half of an animal's nature,
i'm sure i would be more true to my existing,
less egocentric and materialist."

- Me

Ao olhar-me não me vejo

Quem é este ser, que por dentro de mim grita em dor?

Tenho a alma em chamas, coração cerrado e mudo,

E o ser já rouco e fatigado, desliza nas paredes brancas

do palácio em gelo que é o meu corpo. 

Ao olhar-me não me vejo,

O espelho da Humanidade a mim não me aquece.

Nesta multidão de não-seres que ali se reflectem,

Não encontro o que a minha alma procura. 

É para isto que nasci? - pergunto-me.

Para ser mais um ser, entre os não-seres?

Vagueando pelas ruas do mundo, 

de olhos vedados e coração mudo?

Não! - grita o meu ser.

- Me

Qual foi o momento em que perdi a minha lógica?

No meu caminho para casa, dei comigo a tomar um percurso distinto.

Deixei a estrada e entrei na floresta.

Não foi propositado. Os meus pés falaram por mim. 

Deixei-os levar-me...sem pensar. 

Quando a floresta tornou-se mais densa, e o caminho em pedras soltas e pó,

sabia que me tinha perdido.

Não voltei para trás. Continuei em frente.

Quanto mais me sentia perdida, mais me queria perder. 

A noite caiu, assim como o silêncio e a visibilidade. 

Os meus pés já não sentiam o chão 

e os meus olhos não enxergavam um palmo a frente do nariz. 

Pensei: "Isto é um sonho?

Qual foi o momento em que perdi a minha lógica?

Qual foi o momento em que permiti o meu instinto selvagem

guiar-me e deixar a razão na estrada?"

Não me lembrava... 

Foi precisamente nesse momento em que me reconheci verdadeiramente.

Ali naquela floresta, sem luz, sem sons, sem esperança.

Quando reencontrei o meu caminho de volta a estrada

sabia que já não era a mesma. 

Nunca mais haveria de ser a mesma.

Sorri e murmurei:

"Morri... e nasci novamente."

- Me

As bright as the Sun

What does the sky look like,
that is now above you?
Where does your sky start
and where does it stop?

You shine as bright as the sun,

and when you stare at me,

You make my soul melt. 

I look at the sky, 

and i can only picture your beautiful face.

Your hair...and your mouth...

Your sky has no end!

"And still, it's hard to reach it..."

- i say with a tearfull smile. 

- Me 

The Key

There is a special key that opens the door to my own world. 

I'm afraid i lost it... a few years back.

Not even i can remember where i put it.

- Me 

Defeat fear with a Smile

“The key to change... is to let go of fear. 

And the best way to defeat fear, is to look at it straight in the eyes, 

and laugh at it's insignificance." 

- Me 

Be awake and aware

It's time for changing! 

It's time for old ways be renovated!

It's time for us to set free.

Our Minds are like birds,

therefore they can't live in cages.

Be able to fly in your mind, it's a gift that was given to you. 

If we don't use that gift, then we walk like zombies,

our lives aren't our own.

So it's time for a new conscience! 

A conscience of truth, love and self-awareness. 

Don't allow yourself live in a cage...

Be awake and aware!

- Me 

The Long Waited Prince

Since a child, i always believed, that you would come to me. As i grew older, your image transformed into something more realistic: You wouldn't come on a top of a steamy white horse, wearing an armour, or in fine clothes; your hair wouldn't be as bright as gold, and your eyes not as green as the grass at summer, or blue as the immensity of the ocean. My vision got older as i got older. I mistook you for the first time. Soon i end up realizing it wasn't you, even though i gave so much of myself to someone my heart was whispering: "It's not him!" I waited again. You came for the second time. Again not you. My heart was already whipping this time. That person not you, stole a lot of myself and in the end i was already giving up on the real you. I closed my heart for the third time. He was nice as a gentleman should be, but his eyes didn't shine the way i picture your eyes would. My heart didn't accept his love, even though he could be a prince to someone else's world. Not in my world. So i gave up the idea that you would even exist. The face i gave you when i was a little girl was already fading away. 

I wasn't a little girl any more, and the world i was living in didn't have space for Princes like as yourself. I wasn't looking for you any-more, or waiting. I gave myself to the adventurous of the world, and met a lot of 'wannabe princes', but still my heart was closed and you didn't exist in my eyes any-more. Than one not so special day, you finally entered in my life. You were nice and sweet, and my heart recognized your prince's heart immediately. I started to smile a lot and having thoughts of you that filled me instantly. The long wait to see you again were filled with this thoughts and i was already older enough to accept your imperfection in your perfection been. That's when i realized that if you had come sooner, i would had fail to see you. The life i had up till know, was just preparing your arrival and this time, i will make sure not to loose your sight again!

- Me

Severa Fantasia

 

Virgem de dedos de veludo

Deserdada do seu reino de corais

A Banida,

a exilada...!

Ela chora: 

"Só queria viver num mundo sem paredes!

No mundo ao qual pertenço!

No meu mundo, onde não tenho que, suavemente...

...e tortuosamente de morrer."

 Ninguém a vê...

A pedinte de sonhos...?

A senhora da ilusão...?

É isso que ela é...

A severa fantasia,

a violenta alegria.

- Me

The Beginner

"There is no solution to this decaying been,
to high-rise on the winds.  
There is no solution to this decaying been, navigate the oceans and suck all the salt from it's depths.
This decaying been has to get to the bottom of the abyss, undress all his rough and worn skin, tear out his spy snake eater eyes; stagger his Sphinx body and dance to the silence and emptiness of the cosmos.
His tongue must curl up with the acidity and hardness of a diamond, suspended in the mouth of an angel-lion.

And than he has to implode like a dying star.
Breaking up like a silver apple; setting his body on fire until his soul, in high flames, screens and flees from himself, tie up in comet's tail.
He has to rip out his name as if it were written in a pro-fain book.
This decaying been has to go till the very end of everything. Look Death straight in it's eyes and then, with a smile, raise up, and stand tall, more beautiful and strong that the immensity of the universe.
He will be remembered as "The Beginner". 

- Me

A Walk in the Park

It was a beautiful sunny day when Miss Lady Fox decided to go out for a walk.
She grabbed her hat and her purse and closed the door behind her.
"Thoughts come clearly while one walks" - she thought.
"The moment my legs begin to move, my thoughts begin to flow."
Along the side walk she saw a lot of couples holding hands, with happiness in their eyes
She turned away her eyes and looked to the floor, holding her sadness inside her cheast
She was decided not to feel bad with herself in that sunny day,
So she swallowed her pride and looked straight forward
with a fake smile for everyone to see.
The Park was to her like a book: memories were left behind
like pages that have been already read. 
But still she was willing to read them again, over and over,
until a new chapter started to emerge.
How could she explain that she needed to know that the trees were still there,
and the lake and the same sky...
Even though...He wouldn't be there anymore, underneath the same tree.
She knew it, but still she kept going to the same spot, were they once met.. long time ago. 
"If you are willing to walk to seek, you shall find." - She said to herself.
And when she climbed the hill, towards the old tree, in that normal sunny day,
with her heart pounding like usual, with a glimmer of hope,
she actually found him and a new chapter finally begin. 

- Me

The Illusionist

"My illusion's tricks are not about my personal dreams and

my personal fantasies.

They are in fact, based in all humanity's dreams! 

I can create in an illusion what everyone wants and wishes to see, 

and make them believe that the illusion is the real truth..."  

- Me

Queen's Tea Time

Queen White Fox decided to have some tea

So she invited the Duke Beery Duck and Duchess Hawk Beanie

whom, without hesitation, gladly agreeded.

The food was divine,

which they could not decline,

But the best was the tea,

with a unique taste refine!

The Queen was pleased,

because the best, she said,

is not to be a Queen drinking alone,

but to share the tea with good friends instead.

- Me

Let's be free

Let's transform our beds into a flower field,

Let's pretend the sheets are waves from a golden river,

Let's slide into those waters,

dive deep and get lost in our deepest Dreams. 

Let's wear our flower dresses,

pretend we are Queens and Kings.

There is no law in our Dream World. 

There is no space for moral, for common sense,

lecture or reprehension.

We are free!

Free adults with children hearts.

Nonsense is our guide,

Happiness is our Goodmother,

Laughter is our brother,

Love is our reason!

- Me

My Dream

I have to go to sleep
It's so late
I sleep with a smile.
My dream is so beautiful,
It's built with a thousand colours,
with leprechauns, and faeries and flowers
I dream also with snow flakes,
soap clouds and rainbow palaces,
with the floor full of cotton candy.
I know,
I live to dream!
I dream with animals that talk in an enchanted forest,
I dream with the sea,
where the mermaids sing with bright silver voices,
and the fishes laugh hearing their music,
taking me down to their coral beds.
Ah...I really wish that it was like this,
the world that is waiting for me.

- Me

Hmmm.. your smile

"I put myself wandering,
What kinda of spell i was in..?
So i thought...
Hmmm... I think it was the smile...
Yes it was the smile...!- I concluded.
It was the smile that opened the door!
It was a smile with so much brightness inside,
that i felt like come inside of it,
take off all my clothes,
and stay naked inside that smile!
Run, sail, die in that smile!
Yes the smile... your smile!

-Me

In Love

How my heart burns in high flames, when you are near me!
And it beats faster when you touch me.
It makes me want to pour all my heart into your heart.
It makes me want everything to be joy and laughter.
And the feeling grows stronger within me, 
and it wont scatters,
instead, it builds strong foundations 
in the place where my soul is hugging my heart.  
And i feel like a drunker,
that allowed himself drown in love's liquor. 
And from your mouth,
you have the best flavour of all the richness wines in the world! 

- Me  

No Love can be Lost

"If no Love can be lost, 

Than you will be reborn from my dreams!

Because in my dreams you wont ever be gone forever,

and you will always come back to that square where we once met...

...and straight to my arms!"

-Me